So anyway, I really want Kevin to die. Like seriously, He's fucking up his body that much. its not fair on my part. I dont want to deal with it. Ive delt with alot. I wont deal with anymore. ..Okay So I talked to Colin last night. I really really was glad I did. I called at like eleven, and got off at two or three in the morning. And I got him to admit that he had a crush on me. Maybe I'll admit that Im starting to like him. Cause afterall I did show all my friends his pictures and they were all Like "HE'S CUTE".. of course he is.. He's Hawt. to me anyway. I want to hang out with him more often, I need a car.. URGH!!1 =(.. I want to be at his house again, he was the only one really nice to me this weekend. Except brandon holding me close.. which I really needed.. URGH Ima go.. gotta correct my grammar in my past entries. -Matti