Dude, have you ever got the feeling.. Like.. You were going to be the one with an STD?.. Ive always had that feeling, that One day, I would get somthing along that.. and here's my day.. Well, Im thinking, Im Begging it not to be. but It feels like it is. Lately, ive been going to the bathroom,and when I finish Urinating. My Lower Stomache (bladder area)..Begins to burn Badly, and while it does that, It feels Like I need to Pee more, but Yet I cant. Im freaking out cause of it, Ive searched sites. and its basically Lead down to Chlamydia. or a Urinary Tract Infection. I dont know, but I need to get checked badly, but Im too afraid to ask my mom. and Jeremy's All the way in Tallahassee.. I mean, what if its true?..What if I do Have an STD?!.. I know I wont be having sex ever again. Hopefully it would be Cureable. and if not.. I'd cry for weeks.. knowing that i Fucked up somehow.. I need Help, Seriously. I need to get checked out badly.. I even Hae Katrina Up here tonight helping me find symptoms so we can specify My Disease.. Damn.. This sucks. but yeah.. Leaving that big dramatic scene.. Jordan decided to cut again, breaking her promise to me for the fourth time, I blew it. told her she could do what the fuck she wanted, I didnt own her, its her own bitching stupidity for what she does and doesnt do.. and believe me, I had ALOT more to say than that. I just cant even remember a Fifteenth of it. but later that day, Jordan,and Cassie called me telling me that they were going to put a plan into motion about not talking to Nicole, I think I shouldnt talk to any of them, but whatever. their stupidity. Im Really Exhausted. I'll Update my story soon, I promise, Im sorry about it.. but my computer's died, and Im using my mom's now.. and it completely sucks ass. -Matti..