Okay, so its The Two Hundreth Entry, and it happened to fall on the first day of the Year 2006 How cool is that huh?.. My New Years Resolution: To Get a boyfriend, Sustain him, and remain happy. It wont happen, but does anyone ever Have a new years resolution that works out for you? Now that Im over the Whole "COMPUTER HATING ME" business, so I can tell you about my weekend. So Anyway on wednesday I went to megans house and had some fun, and then on Thursday I was suppose to go to brandons house. but mom got a 24 hour flu thing and then started throwing up repeatedly, so she said that friday morning I could go to brandons. I was suppose to go to Ashleys but I had to cancel on her =(.. Anyway So Friday around 11 I get up and we finally leave around 2. Im trying to call brandon but he wont answer his phone and its bothering me, cause I have two diffrent types of directions to his house because mapquest.com and mapquest on yahoo decided to be bi polar. So I notice the diffrences in it, which is like.. one road and told mom it was probably two roads that lead to the same place, so we looked for the first one of the two to come up on and took it. Success. It worked =).. which was awesome cause I so would of hated mom yelling at me about getting lost. Again. So I get there Get my stuff. brandon was shocked to see me. I was shocked to see how tall he was. We went into his room where two guys were in there, one laying in his closet. and the other on his computer(chris), Brandon and the one in his closet are joking around beating each other up,and chris asking me questions. and all that, Finally they had to leave because chris's parents told him to be home around two. They finally left around two thirty. Chris before he leaves said that he wanted to punch me, badly. Like really badly. How uncomfortable for me ugh.. anyway. So we're sitting there. waiting for Rico, Brandons friend to come and pick us up to go somewhere. Rico comes over, he's awesome he was really friendly, finally rico gets his dads car and we go to Orange Park mall where we hung out. Doing nothing really. I saw tabatha, Jenny, Sam, AT, and Ashtin. It was wonderful I hugged them all I was so happy =) I couldnt believe I got to see my old friends. Then we had to leave and all that stuff. We went to Like a thousand places. One consisting of going to the Movies, we didnt go to watch movies but we went to see the people before they went to go see the movies themselves. We're just standing outside. brandons talking about how he probably would know everyone who was there. and Sure enough, he did.. Im just standing there joking with brandon when all of a sudden "MATTI!!" *gets attackhuged, and Kissed on cheek*.. Finally when I noticed who it was I was Happy. It was Cam. That was awesome Cause I wouldnt expect him there. His hair got so LONG and he's so much taller now =) still the same ole cam though =) He called Ashley and I got to talk to her, that was really really cool, because I was suppose to go visit her anyway, Instead I Chose to see her the next day before I left for Tallahassee. Anyway finally we leave because the cops told us to XD. And we go to mcdonalds to hang out with brandons friend Scotty. Who also drives as well as Rico. We're sitting there, they're eating, and Im not of course. Anyway. so Finally we leave there and head out to some girls house that Scotty knows, and apparently likes, cause we all knew how Embarrassed he got, I kept kicking brandons ass. Literally. He's tall but I still could make it. Eventually Rico Locked his keys in his car and gave scotty two dollars to take his car to his house to get his extra keys. And finally we're off again, Brandon and I are waiting outside for Hours till finally Rico comes back and says that his brother or someone had it. Then we head back, bug the girl a lil more and then leave with Scotty, because Rico had to go home. Scotty takes us to some kids house, I dont remember his name but we saw him at the movies. So we're over there, and We go into this shed. And not just a normal shed, You go in and its two stories, the first story is packed with junk, like a normal shed, but the second story is like an extra bedroom or somthing. So we're all hanging out there for like hours. Brandons saying "Hey You know what you wanna get me? Scottys Surprise" To the boy who lived there, because they both smoke cigarettes and brandon wanted a cigarette and I wouldnt let him smoke them around me. because that would piss me off. Finally later that night we're bored shitless and they're all discussing pizza and Im not taking any offers on anything because Im not hungry, nor did I have any money. When brandon finds a beer and takes a few sips off of it. That trigger everything in me so I got up and left the Shed. walked out into the front yard and sat behind a tree. after about a half an hour of freezing my ass off and not caring, brandon comes out asking why Im out there. I dont answer.. Brandon: Why are you out there? Matti:.... *brandon attempts to climb somthing repeatedly and gets defeated by it a thousand times. eventually comes infront of me* Brandon: c'mon.. lets go back in, its cold. Matti:.... Brandon: whats wrong? Matti: Drinking is. Brandon:oh.. Matti:mmhmm.. Brandon:It was only 2 sips. Matti: it was three. Brandon: Oh.. Well.. Three doesnt do anything, I swear I dont drink anymore. and I didnt take alot. Matti:... Brandon: c'mon lets go inside.. Finally he picks me up and I slowly get up and I hear brandon Tell someone "He's fine" I turn around and theres the other two backed up away. .. We go back in and finally we settle on Mcdonalds and go back out to mcdonalds and come back.. We have nothing to do so we watch 40 year old virgin. Finally when it was over. The boy who lived there went into his real house and went to bed. Scotty Kept telling brandon to shut up so he could go to sleep. and finally some how we managed to hear him breathing deeply. brandon: Matti you alive over there? Matti: yeah.. Brandon: cool. So we start talking and I dunno if Scotty's still asleep or not but I keep telling brandon to go to sleep. and he's not listening so finally I attack him and we're wrestling for a little bit Until Im tired, and he's got me stranded. I go back to my spot and he goes " so how about those emo kids that cut themselves".. and I go "So You wanna talk about yourself?" He jokingly gets offended, and I go back over to where he was to give him a hug and he's trying to restrain till Finally I collapse on him and Hug Him tightly going "IM SORRRRRRRRYYYYYYY"... he however didnt budge. and I wrap my arms around his waist while he laid there and Laid my head on his stomache. Finally he starts talking and we just keep at it. He's not telling me to budge. not telling me to move, he's just letting me stay there. and I repeatedly Ask if it was fine with me there, But I really didnt ask. Instead I kept saying "Are you still mad about the Emo thing?" and he would say "yes" and I would remain hugging. knowing he didnt have a problem with it. Eventually.. Hours go by.. and Finally I literally ask if he is fine with me laying there and he doesnt seem to matter about it. He placed his arms around me once or twice.. I guess he didnt mind. I just know he was warm, it was a cold shed. and I wasnt putting moves on him. I was just hugging him, tightly. Feeling comfortable. Finally in the last few days. We talk about everything, his girlfriend, My boyfriend problems, His friends his stupidity. My friends. How they arent carefree like his are and how I like his friends.. and How I'll promise to come visit more. Till finally he asks me to check the time, and I do, and its seven in the morning.. He tells me to get off so we can go to sleep, cause it would be awkward for the other guys to see it. So I do, and I go back to the floor on the opposite side of the room and Bury Myself in the blankets and Wrap myself into a ball and fall asleep. The next morning I woke up To a girl asking if I was a guy or a girl, and brandons going "Guy" and shes all "He looks like a girl"..and I could Hear the smile form on her face. Finally she leaves, I get up pretending I didnt know anything, and we clean up the mess. Then we go into The guys house and Brandon gets two cigarettes from him, and Im on myspace at the time, and I could see the smoke and the lighting of the cigarette and brandon take a breathe in on it.. and I got sickened over it and walked out. I stood outside, noticed I had a voicemail on my cell and checked it, it was his grandmother calling and telling me to tell him to call her, so I go back in, tell him, and exit again, he talks to her on the phone I suppose and finally comes out going "So which way do you wanna take? The back road? Or the Main road?" Matti:I dont care Brandon:I think the main roads shorter, so we'll take that. Matti:fine. about half way through I finally fess up. Matti:You werent suppose to smoke. Brandon:I didnt Matti: You did.. Brandon: I was lighting it. Matti: In your Mouth? Brandon:.. Ive been trying to quit, I quit Drugs and Alcohol, and I only inhaled it six times, Thats not even half, and then I put it out.. It made me seem a lil calmer about it, I still didnt like that he did it around me.. We get back to his place, just sit there doing nothing and listening to my music when my mom comes and picks me Up, I hug him goodbye, promise I'll visit. and leave. Then When I get to Tallahassee, I go inside, put my stuff in my room, And while Im taking my keyboard in jeremy goes "Your Internet has been taken from your room" Matti: WHY? Jeremy:Because I said, We'll Discuss this when I get Home. Matti:Fine Whatever. and I locked my door. That fucking pissed me off that he did that to me, He had no fucking right to. he blamed it on my attitude to everyone lately. Not my fucking fault Im not happy and he happens to rub it in far more then anyone else on this goddamn planet. ..so yeah.. I sat in his room on his computer cause he at least gave me that permission. and Ive been talking on the phone and Internet since.. Happy fucking New year.