Okay, this is to be the last weekend of the summer, Ive managed to keep out of the eye's of my mom's husband who stays down in interlachen...and away from his mother who called me a girl ever since I got my ear pierced at the age of thirteen...and away from the ocean...where all the people attempt to out shock people with their skin. Ive changed alot since the beginning of this diary..I kept myself in a hoodie..Ive given up on it..I still love it with all my heart...but, I just seem to choose more. Ive met a few people, and yeah..they are from Vampirefreaks.. I have a profile there..and guess my screen name...Yep Malewitch0..arent I origional? I still miss chris, he came over a few days ago..he seemed to happy without me..he got his tongue peirced..and two jobs..and everything...and I still love him...yet I tried getting over him, going to that Warped tour and all hoping to find someone..that didnt happen...the main reason I wanted to give up on emotion...because I could never, with all my heart, get it out of me... about a week or two ago I updated on my story...Malewitch1 being its screen name....there was a big fall..and I promise to make more..tommorow..because I dont want to have to write when I get behind on school work.... I will type you all later..Love You Matt