This story I Just wrote is so sad, It made my stomache hurt and I started feeling sick.. --------------------------------------------- I paced to the Door. Grabbing my shit and walking out into the car. Backing Out, and heading to school. While at Intersections. Checking my work and going over Test answers. I didnt want to fail this semester. There was only one after this, and I already was a D Average student. Mom always complaining on how I was a Good Child and what happened to that? Society has happened to that.. School seemed so.. Overrated. No one wanted to do it anymore. But Since I was a Senior, I guess I Should, I knew I wouldnt make it Into a College, but it was worth passing and just getting a job and heading out. Didnt want to be with my mom anymore, But who did?.. They were only good for was stocking the refrigerator with food supplies and being Nagged at on that Pile of laundry you yet have Still Post Poned. I Sighed as I Pulled Into the School. Rubbing my eyes and Taking the Overly Bit Pencil out of my mouth and behind my ear. Having to Gather my Books and Head to First Class. "We Have a New Student today".. I sat there Looking down at my Paper, Ignoring the Teacher. While tapping my pencil against the desk a few times, and then Raising my hand in Confusion. Looking up and Jaw dropping. along with my hand that flew up. The Guy, was.. Wow. Eyebrow Piercing, Dark Straight Hair. and Eyeliner to match. He Was Gorgeous.. I just sat there drooling. as the Teacher Kept Mumbling. I wanted to Focus, and Listen. I was so Interested in him. But. I Just couldnt Concentrate as a Haze Flew around everything else but him. I Just wanted to sit and stare.. "Kris Baker" is all I heard.. and I repeated it softly to myself. Suddenly the room seemed so Densely Silent, and I blink twice to Notice Everyone was staring at me.. Awkwardly in the Most Confused of faces ever. Including Kris.. I began to Get Extremely Embarrassed and Nudge myself Deep into my paper, Looking down and Noticing the drool stain on Question number Twelve. "Kris, I Suggest you Can Find Yourself a seat?" The Teacher Insisted as he pointed to a few in the front. And Yet One, Infront of me. Where he Sat. I Gazed at the back of his head for what seemed days. "Didnt get any done did you?" "..kris baker.." "Erm.. Welcome To Reality!".. Again I Focus back up.. and the teacher, Mr. Tomsons was standing right above me, Looking down on my Half Soaked Paper. As Half the Class has already left.. "oh... no.. sorry.. " sighing Contently. when I hand him my Soggy Test and Getting my bag. And walking out before I Get into more trouble then I already had.. I over heard mr Tomsons Talking to the few that never finished. Kris Included, as I Left the room. and Around the Corner. Down the hall and to my locker. 33...5...7.. I cracked open my Locker And shoved my Math Shit In there.. Pulling out my English And Heading off. Half way through class.. Mrs. Hays Was back against the class. Again, me Away in Lala Land. as I saw a Shadow Fall Across the Hallway Door. I Piered over and They backed up. Sure Enough. It was Kris.. He smirked at me and then started walking on.. I began to feel a lil light headed as my heart raced a little. I was Too Obsessed. I Needed Him. Just Once.. Just Once. The Next Day I Fled Into Class Quickly. Smacking my paper on the desk Vibrantly as fast as possible, and sat there in my seat. Trying not to notice the faces that could have made fun of me from the Stupidity Yesterday. "Hey".. I leaned Up.. "erm..hey?..".. I Squeeked out attempting to speak. at Kris Who Was Knee'd In His Chair Facing me. "Wanna help Me Find where everything is?" I gulped and Finally Replied "S-Sure!".. Half Excited, Half Shocked. He Smirked.. HOTT!!.. Had to Rub my pants a lil to Turn myself down.. After he had sat down in his seat and class started. I was given a second chance to do the Test, this time, managing not to Ink it with my own Slobber. Getting Done about fifteen minutes before the bell rang. and handing it into the teacher, then walking out and sitting on the bench outside the classroom waiting for the bell to ring. "So You gonna Show me?" I Looked Over, and Kris stood there in the doorway, he always had that Impact like a brick in the face. Just..Suddenly being there. I nodded and headed up.. Showing him the high school Campus. and stopping at a bathroom. "Ive gotta use the restroom.. Hang on a second".. He Nodded and I entered.. Walking to one of the yournals and Unzipping my pants. Seconds In I Heard the door open.. and the tapping of feet. of course, it was normal and didnt think nothing of it.. But suddenly I felt the breath of someone on my neck. "Didnt want to wait outside when I knew I could be in here with you".. Kris Spoke Into my ear.. Slightly tickling.. as I Turned to him, He Grabbed my Chin, and Kissed Me Deeply. I Began to get Completely Turned on, right there at a Yournal. How Great. But actually It was great. It was awesome.. I slowly pulled myself back into my pants.. and Turned to him..Kissing Kris back. Bitting on his bottom lip and sucking deeply. He Moaned Lightly Into it. and Pushed Me Up against a wall.. Holding me there, Leaning down a bit to Kiss me again.. pressing his tongue against mine.. I Breathed Deeply.. as he Slowly Pulled away, smirked and kissed me lightly before Moving away. I gasped for breath, Slowly so It didnt seem Like I was suffocating. and he went to the Front to fix his hair.. I just sat there Gazing Still. Thinking it was a Day Dream. But Knew it wasnt as My Foot Gave way on wet cement and I Came Crashing on the ground.. He Turned around "You Alright?".. Rubbing my ass.. "I Think so.. Ouch.".. Wincing in Pain.. but getting up anyway.. Praying I could walk it off. "Damn Concrete.." "Awwe.. Poor You.. want me to kiss it and make it better?".. I smiled lightly "maybe....".. He Jerked me close and Kissed me on the lips once again. "That'll Have to do".. I nodded, Satisfied.. As We Both Exited the bathroom.. I Stared at my watch.. "Shit, Ive gotta go to class. you've got to go to Wing E" Pointing to the East side of the first floor. "Thats where your next class will be".. He Nodded and walked off.. As I Walked off to mine. Slightly Limping from the Horrible Pain I had recieved in the bathroom.. How Embarrassing.. For the next two week, that was Our Routine.. After First Period, we went to the bathrooms, and made out, touching each other. Sometimes having to Hide in a Stall to Not get caught. And Soon After.. I Called him my boyfriend.. and I Love you's Were Exchanged.. I laid there on my bed.. staring at the ceiling. Knowing I should get my homework done, but I was too exhausted, and Far too Lazy.. The Phone began to ring. as I tilted my head to the Echoing sound and stared at it for a few.. Hoping that I could Psychically Bring it torwards me with Telepathy. But Yet No Response.. So I Reached far over, Moaning with Laziness, and Pulling the Phone off its hook, Knocking it on the ground. I Had to Lean over and grab it, Repeating "Hello" At Least Three Times, and a Nice Big "OUCH!" When I Suddenly Hit my head on the End Table trying to Pull back Up. "Hey Sexy".. Kris Replied as I Pulled myself back on the bed and sitting the Base of the phone back on the table. "Hey Babe"..Rubbing the back of my head, which now stinged and left a small headache. "What are you doing tonight?" I Thought for a second "Nothing, Why?" It sounded Like he Shuffled a little on his end as he responded. "I wanted to take you with me to the Movies or somthing".. I Smiled. As I Automatically responded with a yes. "Great, I'll Pick you up at Seven thirty".. I Looked over at the Clock which Flash 6:00. "Alright" I Replied getting my ass up into the sitting position and Yawning a little "I'll be waiting for you" "Great" He Said "See You Then. I Love You" I Still smiled everytime he said it.. "I Love you too" and then Hung up the phone.. Getting up and Stretching... Pulling myself to the closet to find somthing To Wear. Not just anything, But somthing Clean. Shoving Shirts and Pants and Boxers all over the Room finally Picking out a Pink shirt that said "Im only wearing Pink because my Executioners Outfit has blood on it" Smirking i Threw it on and headed Out of the room to brush my teeth and Play with my hair a bit. Getting the dingy Taste of "LAZY MOFO" out of my mouth. I Passed by the Kitchen on the way to the living room, and stared at the Stove Clock 7;15, I Never thought I Took that long, but who knows, it took forever to get that shirt. I Laid in the Living room watching Tv for a few when the doorbell rang, and I got up, Brushing myself off and Opening the door. Kris Grinned at me as He made the movement of us to leave. I Pulled forward, and closed the door behind me, going up to his car and getting in. We Drove around a few and stopped at an Empty Park, just when it was starting to get dark and the Clouds were Pink and Baby blue... "Its Pretty" I smiles staring up. I could see Kris Nodding out of the corner of my eye. as He Casually turned the radio on low. Where "I Knew I Loved You" By Savage Garden Played Softly.. He Moved Close and started Kissing me lightly, as I Wrapped my arms around his neck and Kissed him back.. He Pulled away and started singing to the song... "I knew I loved you before I met you.. I think i dreamed you into life. I knew I Loved you before I met you, I have been waiting all my life.. ".. I began to smile.. as I Could feel His Lips Barely scrape acrossed mine as Sang..and his breath Lightly Pant against me.. As soon as he felt me smile, He smiled too, Kissing me again and replying to that "I Love you baby".. I looked up at him "I Love you too." Kissing him back.. Holding Him close. As he Rubbed my Stomache Lightly. Wrapping my Tongue with his. He Felt Up my shirt to my chest and Remained Carressing there.. Till I Pulled away slowly, Pecking him lightly.. and Opening my eyes.. as the song Slowly began to finish.. He Turned off the radio and kissed me some more then Held me close for a long while Until it fully got dark out, and we headed back..Taking me home, Kissing me Lightly again. and walking me to my door.. I Smiled Lightly at Him as he Blew a Kiss and Walked back to his car. and I To my Room. The Next Day at school, Kris wasnt there. I was sort of depressed.. so I decided to Drive to his place afterwards..Pulling up In His drive way and Knocking on the door.. You Could hear someone Complaining loudly Inside, as He Came out, and closed the door behind him, still able to hear the Murmured Yelling. "Hey" I smiled Lightly trying to make a situation a little More calming... "I was just worried why you werent at school today".. "Im sorry babe.. I Wasnt feeling too well".. As he Gave a Sympathetic Look I Couldnt resist. "Oh.. Feeling better now?" He Nodded "Why?" "Because I wanna Take you back to my place, my parents wont be home till Tomorrow Afternoon".. He Looked back at His House, Still Hearing the Faint Screaming and A Crash of Some glass and He Turned back to me and Nodded. We got into my car and headed off To my place. I Unlocked the door and Threw the keys on the coffee table as I Shoved my bookbag on the table, and Kris Flopped on the couch. "Hungry?" I Asked as I Went into the Kitchen to get a drink. "No. I dont want food".. I Pulled Out a Cup and Orange Juice and began to pour. "Then What do You Want?".. He Turned to me smirking. "You".. I Grinned a little as I began feeling wet, Looking down and Suddenly spazzing at the fact I missed the Cup Completely and Yet it was all over me instead.. Kris Laughed. as I Embarrassingly Pouted. "Awwe.. Babe.. Come Here".. I Slowly Worked torwards him as he pulled me close and kissed me lightly.. which made me feel better.. "Perhaps we should take off these wet pants?"..He smirked again.. and I Didnt Hesitate as he slowly Unbuttoned my pants..and I Began to Take them off Kicking them to the floor. He Grabbed the Bottom of my Shirt and Pull It Up, where I Grabbed it and Yanked it fully off, sitting there in my boxers. Where Kris Started Making out with me, and leaning me back slowly onto the couch... I Began to Rub his Stomache Lightly, as I grabbed his shirt and lifted it over his head..Then Going back to rubbing His stomache and Sides.. He Moved his Tongue from our Mouths and Unbuttoned his pants, Taking them off, and Pulling away from our kiss To walk over to the DVD player, and place in a CD he had in his Back Pocket. Slowly It began to start With Drum Beats, as he walked back, and finally I recognized the song and smiled.. "Remember?" He said Noticing that I did. "Yes.. .. What is this our song?..".. As I Smirked some. "Of Course.." I Wrapped my arms around his neck and Pulled Him Close again. Kissing Kris Lightly as He Slowly Played with my boxers.. Getting me extremely hard... And Again, when the Chorus Played in.. He sang it again to me, the same way he did in the car, Sweet. and Close to my lips.. It made me blush, Like that night.. As I Slowly Pulled down His Boxers.. So He could finish taking them off. He Kept singing to me as he took off mine and Just laid close.. till the song finished, and I was Smiling ear to ear. He Kissed Me Lightly.. As He Pressed the Replay button the remote.. and slowly pulled me up.. Making love to me for what seemed hours. I Woke Up the next day.. Him laying on my chest, Us still naked.. Looking over to check the time 10:00 AM. It read, as i rubbed my fingers through his hair and closed my eyes again to sleep more. Listening to our song that remained On repeat all night long.. When He Shuffled slowly.. and Moved to where I could feel His Chin On My chest.. I Opened my eyes again and looked down at him.. "Morning baby".. he said to me.. But when I tried to return the favor, he was already leaned up in my face Kissing me lightly and Hugging me tightly... So all that came out of my mouth was "MUFH".. and the rest was just moaning silently. He Laughed a little and Pulled away.. as I Decided to be the first with I Love you. He repeated it back and slowly Kissed me again.. Leaning back, and getting dressed.. I decided I would too. since it would be awkward the only one clotheless. I Got everything on and stood Up Stretching as he Poked my stomache lightly, and the stretch turned into me wrapping my arms around his neck. "I Love you babe".. He said and kissed me lightly then pulled away slowly to get the CD out of the DVD Player. I stood there Dumbfounded. wondering what was to happen... "C'mon babe, we're going out to eat".. I Nodded and grabbed the keys from where I Stacked them on the Table. and headed out to The Local Fast food Restaurant that no one could pronounce but everyone knew. We sat across from each other, as I Slowly ate the pancakes The waiter gave up on the special for the morning. as he just stared at me.. "what?".. I asked after getting confused. "Nothing" He shook his head lightly "Just think your beautiful"..I blushed lighty. Then Watched Him Start Eating his food. We Left around Eleven thirty and I dropped him back off at his place. Kissing Kris Deeply, as He pulled away slowly Got Up and out of the car, Closed the door and Leaned in the window. "I Love you baby, With all my heart.. Remember that".. I Nodded.. "I will.. I Love you too".. He smiled and waved bye to me, as I Drove off. Heading back home, and Going back to sleep. I Woke up later. When My parents got home, To see they just went off into opposite sides of the house and didnt question anything... Peering over at the table, and quickly discarding the Condom that was used last night into my pocket to Trash Later. Walking into my room and laying on my bed, Putting in The CD that Kris never took home but instead placed in my hand, and Played the song over and over again repeatedly as i Hugged my pillow and fell asleep. I Woke Up later and Decided to Go for a walk, I waited all day for Kris to call, and Figured he would leave a message if I didnt get it in time.. Placing on my shoes I went around the block.. walking up and down, and decided to go walking around Kris's Neighborhood. Perhaps If he was home to see if he would walk with me. Passing by many run down houses that looked like they were In Illegal Use. I knocked on Kris's Door when an Old woman with Cigarrette in her hand answered "Is Kris Here?" "No, He's Around though, You can Probably find him if you Look".. I Nodded "Thanks" And trotted off around the Neighborhood.. Walking up and down streets.. as I Slowly spotted Kris Far down the Amost Turning The Corner. "KRIS!" I Yelled to get his attention.. and a Huge Noise Muffed Right after.. He Turned around.. as I Held Myself.. And fell to the ground.. He Started Walking my way, Slowly turning that pace into a Speeded Run.. As I Grabbed My Chest In Pain, Wincing hard and Falling to the ground.. He Came To Me Pulling me Close.. Yelling For Help, Screaming, as I could see he was starting to cry.. "K-..kris".. I whispered. Gasping for breath, that kept getting harder and harder to Accomplish.. He Screamed Harder, I Could Hear my heartbeat in my ears.. drumming.. Kris began to bawl as He Held me close. Repeatingly Kiss My forehead.. .. "I Love you kris.. ".. I Kept saying.. slowly.. "I Know.. I Know, Its going to be okay baby, Its Going to be alright, Hold In Okay?, Hold in".. He Put Pressure on the Gun Wound and Screamed more.. I started to get blurry around the Edges..and began to sing " I knew I loved you before I met you.. I think i dreamed you into life. I knew I Loved you before I met you, I have been waiting all my life..".. He Cried More.. as Things started Getting Darker.. and With my last breath.."I Love You with all my heart"... His Murmuring Screams Kept Getting Dimmer as The Light Finally faded to black..