Okay, to the Idiot who had to quote a verse in the last entries comment and was anonomous.. Imbasile! Im not christian and I dont give a flying fuck, and as far as anyone's concern... Ive been gay as long as I remember, I was never raped by my brother, and being raped by a male doesnt make you gay. Anywho!..Im sorry to all who I havent talked to on the internet, I know I have been neglecting you. and I will try to make you guy's more important when I get to getting my computer fixed. Im here at Jessica's house because she invited Chris, his mother, and I to watch the excorsist *spelling?* Tonight I am to spend the night at chris's. I wanted to for a little while, but what really ticks me off is that Teresa (chris's sister) has been wanting me to spend the night over there more than anyone!..I dont trust that bitch, she gets on my nerves, and I know she has been making moves on me and I have had about enough with it. Im so scared about tonight because I have a feeling she will do somthing and I can loose chris over it.. the biggest problem is I am a really heavy sleeper. I asked chris to lock the door tonight (you lock the door from the outside).. so I couldnt get "raped" by Teresa, and I think he will do that for me. I would of felt ALOT *underline twenty million times* safer if Chris was in the bedroom with me, but Chris's mom promise my mother that he would be in a separate room than me... thats it for now. I will add more later when I remember it all since accidently I knocked over the keyboard and everything from before was deleted.. talk to you later! bye bye!