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by malewitch0
Feeling: depressed
Im really depressed...Chris.. I love him alot, I mean.. I would give the moon and the star's for him... I love him soo much... Just.. I wish he would make the move.. because Im so shy.. and it made me cry in fourth period that I cant do anything.. and I thought I would loose him....and I dont want to.. I know he is trying to make me better at not being so shy... I want to be closer with him... Its unfair... My friend Katrina, told me I need to do it.. I dont know why.. I really want to.. but I cant.. its just a simple task..."holding hands..."... and Im too damn stupid to even show that I love him......
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It's ok hun. When you are really ready, you will go further. Just give it some time.
iiiiii feel like you. except in this case i wont kiss my boyfriend...and he wont try again since i shut him down one time.


but just remember things work both ways. he can do something to. so i dount you'll lose him.

on a happier note..i like the edgar allan poe you have up on your diary.
[Anonymous]
matt ur not stupit ur a nice person and u now that it takes time to build ur corige up to take to someone or do something,like me im shy to tall to ppl i dont know.ibut i still have not build the corige to talk to someone of ask them out (even that now boys like me) it is hared still for me to do stuff but all i can say to u is to keep trying and ur not stupit love jessi
[Anonymous]
opps mess up a word in the thing i send u (even though boys dont like me)
[Anonymous]