I deleted my facebook, it was too dramatic for me, Matt, one of my friends from tallahassee, now associates with my ex boyfriend. which isn't what I wanted to know. As well as my ex is sleeping with someone in my brother jeremy's home. I really don't know what's going on, but I'm not comfortable with the thought of it, so I did what I could, and deleted all the thoughts of it. Kyle and I have been more open about our relationship, well not open about the relationship, but about things I've kept secret, such as I told him I wanted to start watching porn, and after consulting him about it in an adult manner, he finally agreed' he even helped me last night with that. I bleached all my hair, and cut it all off, it's short and cool looking, everyone says I look really masculine though. which I guess I don't mind, at least no one will question my gender anymore, but my clothing kind of doesn't fit anymore ;_; so I've been wearing alot more long sleeves. I dunno why but I feel pretty depressed, so yeah. I'm gonna sit here for a two more minutes and then get ready for class.