Went to Jeremy's Yesterday.. Helped him Pack All His Stuff Into A UHAUL, because he's leaving The University of North Florida Now, and Starting Four More years of College in Tallahassee. Well, The Whole time we were sweating.. It Felt Like we were carrying Satan On Our Backs, In Hell. but yeah.. I did ALOT of Labor.. And The worst part was, They were on the Last(third) floor of an Appartment Complex building for UNF, and No Elevators. Yep.. that sucked. But err. Later, Jeremy Kept having fights with Tom (his boyfriend).. I mean, I Love jeremy and all, but when Tom looks upset, that Even Gets Me Upset. cause he's Really hot.. err.. I shouldnt say that.. but yeah.. He started getting depressed, and I asked him about it, and he goes "tired"..and I just shrugged it off. but when jeremy came in, and goes "Im sorry tom for snapping at you".. I knew tom lied to me. And when I walked out.. I go "You Lied to me".. he replied "What?" and I go "You said you were tired.. you guys had a fight again".. and walked off.. Later.. when we were leaving for my house, cause they had to drop me and zach back off home. I got stuck with Zach and Jarrod (jarrod is Jeremy's friend, and Zach, You Know, my little brother).. but yeah.. they were basically listening to Rap the whole time on Jarrod's IPod. Jeremy and Tom were together in a diffrent car. and some other dude, just wanted to follow because he had no life We stopped at Popeyes on the way home. and jeremy asked me what I wanted, I told him Just mashed patato's.. and tom looks at me and goes "you know your going to need to eat more than that".. I said back "I live all of Five blocks away from here, if Im hungry again, I'll eat at home" his response was "Yeah, but you guys have no 'Real' Food".. so I said "Ramen Noodles are good enough for me. He laughed and said "Yeah, well you'll be eating them all through college".. and I smirked off "Not when I have my brother jeremy to look forward too" Then we talked about How If I didnt make it into college jeremy would be furious, and I said If I didnt make it into college, I'll Live in a Two Story box eating rocks for the rest of my life, and we made a bet saying so. There ended up being meat in the mashed patatoes, so I ate rice and beans (it was okay.. I guess).. .. I sat alone, at a diffrent table. but I was fine with it. When Jeremy and zach started talking about how jarrod will be ninty-six sitting on the toilet and eating at the same time, I got up, walked out of popeyes, and sat on the curb.. That was one of THE worst Visuals EVER!!.. anyway, I was sitting alone, till finally Tom came out, and he was talking about Tallahassee, and that if I ever Did run away, to call them. I told them about how my mom didnt want me to leave and he goes "who cares! its not like she does much helping anyway".. We talked a little more, before the rest came out..and jeremy kept calling mom, getting her to pick us up at Popeyes. Finally she gets there, and I scratched my head, which had my shirt lift up slightly..and she went to grab my shirt and pull up, I got to it first and Pushed down. She looked at me and goes "what do you have!" and I replied "Nothing!" "is it a Piercing or Another?!" "If It Was a Piercing I wouldnt be so Self Concious over it" "So Its the Other?!" then she kept trying to pull up my shirt infront of everyone.. so I yelled " DONT FUCKING TOUCH ME" and went into the van and sat there, waiting to go home.. so yeah.. thats basically a Full story right there. Oh.. Cut again, yep yep. here yep yep.. on the face.. Im starting to prefer it, because if it Leaves permanent damage, the ONLY way someone could love me, is by my personality. Mom hasnt really said anything about it, I dont know if she's noticed, and if she has, she hasnt said anything. but the Next door girl did, but I dont care, cause she cuts too. she has no right to be a goddamn Hypocrite.