today was a really shitty day, i gotlike no sleeplast ngiht, i'm stressed wit school, i fucked things upwit my mom, i lost my closest ppl i ever had... this year reallykinda sucked fer me...i gess i thought bout it alot today and last night sry to any1 i've evr made feellike shit... i nver ment to hurt you i kno wut i need to do...i'm jus scared, scared of losing you... sumtimes i jus get the urge, the urge to turn around and say, i miss you, and i still care bout u, and i still love you sooo much, jus please, i want u back..... but i wouldn't dare : (