shitty week

Feeling: numb
yea... my weeek was the best week i could ever have : ( , i will start by telling you about my days.... monday was a normal monday, school sucked ass, i got late D for not doing my homework for Cordi... got home, and chilled with dan, or maybe he went to endwell?, idk, something like that, and that was pretty much it... o and i hung out with tracei, she a cool girl( most of the time) tuesday... after school, i was chillin at home, called dans house, tracei was there, i as talkin to her on the phone, and dan and tabatha were on line talking, and i gess she was jeouls of me, cuz i hung out with dan all the time, and she thought dan cheated on her with me.. w/e...anywayz, h got fed up with her shit, and broke up with her, i gess that made me feelkinda special, cuz she basicly sed either be friends with her, or go out with me, and he dumped her, so yea.. i felt wicked bad tho, i kno how much he cared?cares bout her... anywayz, i went there and chilled, when i got home i was doing my homework, and my mom called me in her room, she was all red,like she had been crying, i was thinkin, what now?.. john being a dumbass, awww cry about it!... but when she started talking, she sed my grandpa got in a car accident, and he died... she went to the hosptal, and my grandma came over, she wouldn't let me outside, so i snuck out... i ran to dans house, i got there, i ran in his room, and jus gave him a hug, i really needed him alot... i odn't kno what i would have done without him, i was there for awhile, then i went home and got bitched at... couldn't sleep that night... :/ wednesday... i went to school, got another detention for not going to math lab... w/e... yea, that day sucked ass at school, i was so fuckin tired... when i got home, i kept getting phone calls about my grandpa... themore ppl kept saying sorry, the more upseti got... pretty normal day... except really shitty thursday... anothershitty day.. jus chillin at school.. when i got home, ian hung out wiht me for a while.. then i was leaving to go to dans, and he goes.. did you have sex with dan 16 times?... i was like what?... fuck no!, where'd you here that?, and he's like cassie, who herd from rebbe, when i told dan, he was talkin to rebba, and she wouldn't tell us who told her.. ugh... w/e... i hate freshmen they go all go fuck eachother, if they all died, i don't think i would give a shi!... w/e today... i wen to school... normal day this week, dan and tony walked to endwell, so i came to my dads... got here, and chilled with these two kids, tim and josh, not the 2 from ME tho... came in and waited for ariel right now... ariel is downstairs... i have a wake tomorrow, and a funeral on sunday...ugh... that fuckin sucks.. o well... i jus wish i had the chance to say goodbye, and tell him that ilove him... but i didn't, i hope he knos... but i'm gunna go so that ariel can call my replacement for tomorrow... later
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i love you stephanie.