Listening to: on fire~lloyd banks
Feeling: confused
yeaaaa.... it's like fucken 1:00AM... yea... can't sleep
dan was in really bad mood earlier...
.....I'm Sorry Ta All Da People I Have Hurt In My Life... Maybe I Should Stop Wat I'm Doin'... Like Goin' Out Wit Girls... Sounds Good... So I Dun Hurt Any1 Any More... Ta Da People In My Life, Friends, Fam, I Love Y'all... I Jus Dun Wanna Make A Mistake By Hurtin' Any Of Y'all... I'm Sorry...
^^dan sent that to me, and was like i'm so sry, i really didn't kno wut to say... i kno it shouldn't have, but it kinda made me cry...
i dun kno y i still like him, i mean he still likes ashley, i kno he does, he tells me he doesn't like ne1, but u can tell by the look in his eyes and the sound of his voice wen u mention her name... he likes her nd she lkes him... so y the hell do i continue to like him, i dun wanna be the reason they dun go out... i jus want them both to be happy, ashley is my friend... and dan means the world to me... if they aren't happy... it's jus like... ummm, ok?...
yea i can't explain the way i feel.. i wish i knew myself how i felt...but i don't... i kno it sounds stupid, but i jus dun kno anymore... i dun kno how i'm feeling, or i should feel, i jus wish i knew, and i hate how every time he says he likes her... it feels as tho we just broke up... idk... but i dun want things to change, i'm fine with the way things r now, but if he wants them to change... then they will
yea i dun think i've smiled once today, except fer wen i was talking to my grandma...
so um yea.. i'm really tired, but i have alot of stuf on m mind, and i can't sleep...
well... idk, i'm prolly jus gunna lik sit here or sumthin... i jus wish i knew... : (
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