well this morning i woke up kinda early... wrapped ppl's presents, watched finding nemo, then got on line, started talking to dan and britt, tracei was at dan's house again, god i wish she got on this site more often so she could read what i have to say about her... i really wanted to chill with dan today cuz i never get to see him anymore, he said ok, but now no, he's chillin with tracei instead, idk maybe i'm jealous cuz i know i can't go to his house and idk, she lives closer to him then i do, and she's gunna see him more, and the fact that for 2 months all i did was say no he's not an asshole tracei, you just have to really know him, no tracei he is cool, tracei stop rippen on me for goin out with him, like you can get so much better.... and now look at what the fuck she is doing, idk but its making me mad knowing that she is there and they have been together allll day and i've been looking forward to chillin with him, but god, just fuck it, he can chill with his new best friend my dad came home from work today and said we were gunna go cut down a tree, we picked the first 2 nice ones(1 is for g-ma) and cut them down and left, we decorated ours first, then put up my g-mas tree and helped her with the lights, it was alright i guess, i told my mom what i wanted to do for christmas, and she said fine, so, idk, i'm disapointed i'm not goin to my grandma speanburgh's house, but i haven't been to my grandma bea's for christmas in years, and she's turning 82 on the 24th, so i think i should be there this year... well yea, nothing more to say really, bored, and just sitting here, gunna talk to britt when she gets back, she better have gotten me something :) haha j.k. write more later...