well, today kinda sucked Dan's mad at me because i bitched at him last night, i'm sorry i really am... and then today i talked to brittany, about probly the worst thing we could talk about at this moment, and yyeeaa... I don't hate ashley, i'm not mad at her, and don't think its her fault, i am so fucking sorry, if that is a problem for britt. But she didn't handle things very welll in the past, yes in the past, but same fucking thing I was fighting with her, mom being stupid... And i just didn't want to talk about it anymore, I was getting really upset and it doesn't even seem like we are freinds anymore, it just doesn't. I can't tell her shit, we don't luagh, i just idk. But with ashley, i guess i am jealous or soemthing, she is now close to the person i used to be bestfriends with, i mean i know no1 was like hmm how about ashley and britt get close and leave stephanie with no1. But thats what happend... And for awhile, i thought ashley was going to have my "bestfriend" and my love, but he's mine, just not completely i guess... but i'm sorry i have to go now, i guess we're going out to dinner? great... i'll write tomorrow i guess ... i love you :(