uhhh... today i really did nothing, i was gunna gotosteves ouse, but then i jus decided ot to, cuz it was raing, so w/e... thenmy dad came home and i had to go to some party for his workor something... i called ariel, and haaaad her come toit with me, it was fun once she got there once i got home, i got online, and started talking to erica... cuz iherd that she calledme a slut, she told me that she didn't trust me, and there's alot of shit she hasn't told any1,, and i've told her everything... and it feel like we are just slippg away, it must be me... theremust be something wrong with me, that i keep losing ppli love... its like when they really get to kno me... they don't want to have anything to do withme anymore,idk.. but i feel so bitchy... imust be a wicked big bitch or a slut or something... everyone that means alot to me, ends up leaving me or hating me in some way... there has to be something wronng with me : / but w/e... i'm gunna go chill with ariel..maybe she can cheer me up, ehhh. shitty fucken night... w/e... later