i can't deal with this anymore my mom always changes her mind about things, people in school are being stupid, other people being stupid, my grades, teachers, friends, dan, i don't want to deal with it anymore i was in a good mood when i left this morning, and dan was up at the bus stop, well he was really being gay, then later i was trying to apologize to him for being a bitch, and he was looking at some magazine saying oh she's hott, he didn't even seem like he was listening, i feel so fucking pathetic all the time, and he flirts with like evrey1, sometimes i think he doesn't even wan to be with me, if he did, he would do anything to make it work, and he lets everything get in the way, when i here about him and other girls, i get upset because i think he will start to like her and then be like bye steph, just like he always does. Is it even worth it? if you want to be with me, then i'll do w.e. it take, i'll say sorry to your mom, talk to your step-dad. Anything, i love you, and it hurts when you say oh i don't know anymore, you promised me, you were so sweet, you told me you loved me. So why won't you try to make things work. :( well, yea, my day was shit. i hope you beleive me when i say i'm sorry...