yea, today was alrite i gess... woke up in a shitty mod cuz of last night... then britt started making me fel better, and i came to my dads house, on our way here, we picked up tony, sumtimes i hate it wenhecomes over, cuz they are2 cute, i get all jealous and teary eyed... but i kno how happy it makes both of them, itsnot so bad, as long as i get to see tony's ear to ear grin, and britt's big goofy smile... they areboth so happy i dun even kno how i feel... i feel empty, and the only time that emptyness is gone, is wen i see dans smiling face.. but thats no more, so w/e... i used to think i knew what love felt like, how it could hurt, but never really knew how, until you... you showed me the way, and on my way there... you made me lose the path, i was scared, and lost, i didn't kno what to do, so i always came crawling back to you... but those days are gone... and i know what i did was right... but i think what hurts the most, is that i kno i'll be happier without you... i lost my best friend... i lost my boyfriend i lost all i wanted i lost wut i thought ment most i lost him in every way and i lost everything i thought i knew, to a pathetic asshole ^^^ i jus hope he's fucken happy :( anywayz... i'm gunna go watch american wedding... later