alright yesterday i woke up and was talking to britt about the dance... well i really wanted to go but i didn't have a dress or anything, i was getting wicked pissed and then dan started talking to me about some stupid shit, so i started getting even more mad, and just ugh... brittany said i could go with dustin and wear one of her old dresses, wich was good... so i got off line in a good mood and then dan called me... we started fighting again and then my gramma came to pick me up and i told dan i had to go but he just was like no yur just gunna leave now? and i was just like ugh! and hung up the phone... i got to brittany's and hung out for awhile untill tony and dustin got there, saw dans away thanks alot dan :( dustin and tony got there and we all hung out for awhile, then at 7 we got ready... brittany looked really pretty, her mom took alot of pictures, and then me ad dustin had to stand in one, it was kinda wierd and i didn't know what to do at first, but it was ok we got to the dance and it was surprsingly really funn... at first brittany and tony were dancing, and me and dustin were just standing there talking, i felt so wierd, cuz ya know, it was dustin... but then i guess tony talked to him and he asked me to dance to a slow song, so i guess that "broke the ice" after that i had a really good time, with the exception of the nasty freshman having orgies all over the place, reba=hooker? YES! we all went to brittany's house and watched TV... yet again another surprise, dustin layed down next to me. It was nice thought, like he reached for MY hand, he wanted to hold me, and he wanted to put HIS arm around ME... it was nice... when we dropped them off, brittany and tony were "saying" goodbye, and so were me and dustin 0:-) then me and britt came back from dropping them off, and slept downstaris untill like 8 or 7 then i woke up this morning, and still feel wierd about talking to dan... after he called me a bitch and all that other shit, it makes me kinda wonder how much he needs me in his life.. right? yea.... well melissa is coming, and i'm gunna go