yea it's like 2 in the morning, and i can't sleep, and brittany and her whole fam is upstairs asleep... so ummmm yea, i'm so tired, but i jus can't sleep... i dun kno... but hate it, it's been going on ever since we got out of school... i jus can't sleep anymore... but yea... i've been thinking alot... a big part of me jus thinks y do i even care so much, y r u always on my mind, and it's jus like, how come u won't leave?... i hate it, i hate how i still care, i hate how i still want to, i hate how i still dream bout u, i hate how i still c u wen i close me eyes, and i jus hate it all, i want it to end!... i've tried, i've tried so hard, but nothing seems to work..i jus wish i could have one more chance, one more try : (... one more time to do the things and say the things that we never had a chance to... : ( ...This could be the one last chance to make you understand,And I just can't let you leave me once again I'd do anything Just to hold you in my arms To try to make you laugh Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past I'd do anything Just to fall asleep with you **Will you remember me? Cuz I know I won't forget you** I close my eyes And all I see is you I close my eyes I try to sleep I can't forget you Nanana (....) And I'd do anything for you Nanana (....) ^^^thats to *you*... : ( but... anywayz, i have to pee, and i think i'm gunna try to go to sleep again... please let me have sweet dreamz tonight... : (