ok today was the worst day i have had in a while... i was feeling like shit and i saw alot of hard liqure, and a bunch of beer and wine coolers... and i was feling like shi, so i just drank it... i statred talking to dan, he made me feel like shit, afet i was already pretty drunk... i went downstairs and uh yea... i drank more, and more... i didn't realize what i was saying, or what i was doing...i'm really sorry to the ppl that talked to me during this time... thank yu britt, you weren't there, but it helps seeing me in your away... idk what i was thinking, and i started puking when i was on the phone with dan, omg and then my dad came home... he was like steph, why are your sheets wet?.. did you get sick?... and i wa like yea, tears in my eyes(i was sober by this time)... and he goes did you drink.. and i was like yea... and he'slike come down and wash your sheets... so when i was rinsing them off in the sink(cuzi kinda missed the bathroom)... he asked me if it was worht it and i go no... bt was it worht any time you ever got sick form drinking, and he goes no bu i wasn't 15.. and i was like well, there are kids getting drunk at 10, and thats not me, and he goes yea... then i went upstairs... so here i am.. i'm sorry to every1 i talked to... i really am... :(