hmmmm... lets see... i got home from my grandpas kinda late last night... i called dans cell phone, i jus statred crying wicked bad on the phone... he just kept saying i wish i cold help, and he couldn't, there's nothing any1 can do, i hav o deal wth this on my own, and its just so hard, i rgret so much... but anywayz, i gess he helped a little every1 at my dads , was in the back field, and i saw my dad, i went over to him, my eyes all red from crying, and i told him it was open casket... he just sat there and hugged me for a really long time, then he started to cry... i hate seeingmy dad cry, its just like wow... and then when that was done, i went down back, and i saw every1, thereall like, how was your day, andi go shitty, and there like sorry, they all knew why... soi sat down net to ariel, she goes, are you ok?, i was like uhhhh not really... so we went for a walk... we started talking, and all i could say was how hity y day was, and blah blah blah, and i statred crying, and all of the sudden, she's like yea today!... it was so much fun blah blah blah, and she was smiling and laughing, she's like haha, i was high sooo bad! haha... i was like thats fucken cool, and walked away, she goes, god steph!, don't flip out at me jus cuz i had a good day, and you didn't... w/e... so then i jus sat there with this kid tim... yea, it was alright.. we stayed up till like 5:30... every1 else was in the other tent, laughing and talking and they had so much shit in there, i'm not even sure what all the fuck there was, but it kinda pissed me off, that my "best friend"... would go and smoke and drink with a bunch of guys, while i was there wicked upset... idk.. w/e welll.. that was my night nothing special at all... i'm gunna go tho... later