am i fucken stupid?

Feeling: weird
i really don't feel like writting, i don't feel much like doing anything, i feel so tired, and heavy, like i can't eve move, no matter how hard i try, i've felt like this for awhile, jus not this bad, i feel like shit, and i need this to stop, and i have to go to bed normal, and i have to eat, i have to actually be right again... i don't eat, i don't sleep, i jus don't kno wut to do... if i'm so happy... then why do these tears come at night? you keep going away, my friends say i need to stay, but i keep running after you, i kno i don't need you, and i don't want you, and i kno your gunna kill me inside, but something jus keeps telling me, to keep going, to keep chasing, to get you back, and never let you go again
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did u put pieces of differnt songs together?

no i dot think ur wierd :)
[Anonymous]
I DONT THINK UR WEIRD Y IS UR HEART BROKEN?
[Anonymous]
What or who r you chasing after? If you need sum 1 to listen im here for wuteva.
Later,
James
[Anonymous]
that sux i hope u feel better u should read my other lexjade diary it talks about how shitty we felt and etc i hate how guys can have so much power and make u feel worthless sumtymes??????!!!!!
[Anonymous]
well thats definately not too good for ya now babe. maybe you need sum one whos gunna make you feel good and not make you wanna do that
[Anonymous]
u have aim?
we could talk if u want?
i would like to try to help
[Anonymous]