wow... this morning i woke up late so mymom took me in to school, but i madeit in time for my 1st period class... joy... then i had to stay after to make up a math quiz, rode with willy on the bus ride home got home, got on line, was in a good mood, talking to some people that i hadn't talked to in awhile, it was nice talked to britt, maybe we can do soemthing if there is a snow day and tony isn't there and she wants to? idk, maybe but yea, i got talking to dan, and i guess i've changed into a bitch... and now he misses the dorky stephanie? idk, but it sucks, i try not to flirt with him and be myself around him... when i'm myself, every1 else thinks i'm flirting? i don't get it, i don't want to break up him and kara, he thinks i'm not happy for him, but i am... I was talking to lizz, and she's like wow, you are a true friend, you really are, i would be a bitch and yell back, you just let him walk all over you, and you never let how you feel out on kara... i'm like yea i know... i wish dan understood how i felt, but he doesn't... he's right, and i'm wrong, thats the way its always gunna be... well, jut got done crying again what else is new, thats all i do, i must be fucking dramatic or soemthing... i'm gunna try and go to bed soon, hopefully we won't have school tomorrow... night