i've written so many entry's in the past 2 days, but i won't wrote another till tomorrow night, i just wanted to say that i'm sorry for being an annoying bitch... i guess thats what every1 thinks right? idk, w.e. fought with britt, idk whats goin on there,i thought we were still friends, but from reading her diary i guess we're not... so that kinda hurts just a little, every1 i get close to leaves me... and i should have never went to the v-day dance, i just shouldn't have, i fucked any chance i had of being with dan and i have to stop loving him, i just have to, for him... and thats what fucked up me and brittany, but i guess i was copying her on everything she did, so ya kno? maybe it would have happend anywayz? idk... but today was deffinatly a GREAT day, first i find out that erica can't come over, then i get in a fight with britt, and then i get in a thing with dan and i wanted him to come over for like even 20 minutes, just to talk in person, but kara didn't want him to, so he didn't... and i'm fucking PMSing and have cramps like hell, i don't want to even move... so w.e. just wanted to write an entry about how i was feeling, and i'm gunna go now write tomorrow later