holy fucking shit dan came over today, cuz he wanted to come over, so we watched 2fast 2 furious, britt called me, and i wanted to talk to her, and she asked if dan was there, i said yes and then melissa IMed her, so she "had to go" yeeaaa, now i know that was just for kara, thanks for lieing to me? anwayz, just got in a fight with kara and birrt, and dan, and tony, and kara'as sister, my fucking stomahce hurts so bad, i feel like i'm losing my 2 bestfriends, and to top this all off, i haven't talked to dustin in like 3 days, who knows what the fuck he is doing? i don't know if i can deal with this shit, maybe i should just say screw dan all together, i know kara would be happy, and god only knows what brittany wants, i just wish i could have talked to her today, but everything i did was "trying ti fuck up kara and dan" just because i like him doesn't mean i don't want him to be happy, i have dustin, and i guess dan loves kara, so its not place to say whether there moving too fast, or that she lied about her age, but w.e. i haven't done half of my portfolio yet, i was gunna when i got on-line, but no, i had to deal with every1's shit what a fucken day huh? i just wish every1 would leave me the fuck alone, i like dan yes, but i'm with dustin, i would talk to him, if he called me once in awhile, maybe i'd be really happy with him too... i'm gunna go, i still fucken feel like shit, gunna have myself a good time sleeping tonight..