hey ppl, well today my ex friend amanda did something terrible. my friend matt who just found out he was gay told me and her bc we are his friends. well i dont see why he is friends with her bc everyone hates her including him but neways. well he told us not to tell anyone ok and she goes n opens her big ass mouth n blurts it out to many ppl at her lunch n i heard about it from kady who asked me to see if it was true that matt had told amanda that it was ok for her to tell anyone. which it wasnt n i knu it. i knu that matt wudnt tell her that n not me. so of course amanda wasnt at school today so i cudnt do anything but be majorly pissed off. bein really bitchy to anyone who tried to help. but when i got home i told matt about it and he was really pissed too. so now we are both pissed off at amanda n tomorrow at school , if she comes, which she better, ima kick the living shit out of her. so i will probly get in trouble again but i dont care because its fucking worth it. and she aint my friend nomore. like felicia who i keep tryin to get her to go away but she just wont. i dont know what to do i have tried cussin, yelling, ignoring but nothing seems to be working. i wud rather be friends with amanda than her. but she just cant grasp that. i need to be careful in my choices of friends from now on, or just the ppl that i talk to bc sometimes when i talk to ppl they automatically think that i am their friend then they never go away. lol ~skittles is out~