we got back together. yesterday at kyle's house...of all places...oh the irony... i'm doing what i said i wouldnt...but it feels so much better than being alone..and wanting this same thing to happen. i guess it doesnt matter who it's with. as long as we're happy right...yeah...right. this weekend has been so wierd. i'm glad it's over..but...in a way...i dont want this week to start. i got a stupid how to get a job speech from my boss today. i gave him my two week's notice and he siad have a seat..so i did..he asked me how school was..as always..it's good. then he said..i'll tell you a secret...when you go get a job...dont wear black... what? in my life..i like to be around happy people..gothic people are shy and sad...you dont need that. dont wear black, don't paint you nails that dark color...you shouldnt hang around people who are gothic...find some happy people.. my friends are happy gothic people...i think not. when you go get your new job...wear some nice clothes..something happy. do you have a nice pair of jeans... no. anything white or green.. no. you should paint your nails a nice pink color.. nod... more nodding... ok go get to work... i get up and walk out...and i know..i could feel it..he looked at my shoes. so yeah..today was full of bullshit. and i hate closed minded people. for one ..my friends are ..mostly..well ok sometimes..happy but that doenst matter. what matters is i love my friends and i wouldnt trade them for all the happy people in the world...and you can take that to the bank.