ugh! now i have even more to do. i still havent done my essay...not even started...all i did today was look up the vocab words. im such a lazy bastard but im so tired today. and i know i'll be tired tomorrow too. dammit. now my mother wants me to come home and wash dishes, clean the bathroom, vaccuum, sweep, maybe even mop. i wont have time to breathe. i guess i must suck it up and do what i have to. but i sware, when i have kids they will do all this shit for me. there is no way in hell that i will grow up with house work and then live the rest of my life with it. i hate it with a passion but my kids will just have to suck it up and hate it too, because i'll be damned if i'm cleaning up after then for ever. at least until they're 7 or 8, i know that sounds mean but i hate house work like it was satan himself, ...that may not have been a very good analogy but that's a lot by the way. still thinking of him why can't i love him