hehe, wasnt i angry yesterday. i dont think i've been that mad in a while. yesterday was just an all around bad day from the time i got up to the time i finally fell asleep. well lucky me it happened again. my lovely entry all gone. whenever i press save, it logs me out. brilliant. to sum up my babbles, i got checked out today (had to call my grandma and she sent my grandpa so pick me up, he went to the elementary school and waited for i dont know how long but it took him over an hour to get there. finally he came, checked me out, and took me home just after i went to see jesse and tell him i was leaving after the bell for third period rang) because of numerous reasons, one my mother is a time bomb that loads releases then relaods and you never know when she'll go off, and its always my fault. two im having cramps like a biznatch and three, if there is a three....hmm well i guess there isnt. i just wanted to go home. three day weeks suck. for this lovely four day weekend i will be in georgia (joy). things are ok except for these reoccuring pains in my stomach area, caused by different reasons.... i was checking out this site which is quite intersting http://www.gothicfairytales.com/HTML/contents.html and in the articles area, there is a link to this other site which is also interesting and is a tribute to some european guy who writes like something amazing and he just seems awesome. his parents both died in a boating accident and drowned, they never found the bodies, and he was found a few years later dead lying in bed. he had died in his sleep (there were rumors of water being in his lungs and his nails being broken from scratching at the wooden bed posts but no one knows if they are true because the files are classified) of a painful death, that much is certain. i suppose this is it now. hopefully it will save and this time i'll copy it. i should get in the habit of doing that anyways. it might be a good idea. this is the last thing i will write for the next five days so i'd appreciate if this thing wouldn't be a peice of shit like it is and work. peeps are yummy and i am not still in love with josh, i have jesse and that's all that matters. i dont need him, anymore.