well i talked to zach today and he hugged me ...twice. i think he might like me. but its weird bc last week even friday he seemed to act totally different. and i wud have never guessed it. jesse was here today he missed half the week last week bc he has been sick. he kept coughing in 6th and it made me feel so bad for him. yea well. umm. my mom is being incredibly annoying. its amazing how much she can be. lalalalalala....so bored. well neways.. today life is good. for some reason. i have no idea but im sort of happy today for the first time in a while. its kind of nice. i almost forgot what it was like.