well i havent been on here in a long time. i saw fight club, it was cool, i watched it a few times, got my mom to watch it but she has no appreciation for good movies. she didnt like it. oh well. finally its cold. i am so happy. its been so hot lately im so glad its cold now. jesse wasnt at shchool today, i missed him. i guess it was too cold, for mike too. i dont know if he likes me. i feel like just asking him straight out if he does so i wont have to keep playing this game thing with him. but if he siad he didnt, i wudnt know how to really act after that. i dont know. i dont know what to do. devin's going out with stacey but jake liked her too, so jake didnt listen to me and ask her out last week when i kept saying it. but oh well, he wants me to go with him and his little brother to the movies friday night. i guess ill go. im not sure if i wanna go with just me, i might ask him if kady wants to go. anyways, i hope jesse is there tomorrow, its the field trip and alot of people wont be there, so i hope he is there to keep me company. because if he isnt i'd be mad at him. neways, i guess thats all the stuff i'd like to vent about.