hey ppls, yea i forgot to add the main reason i wrote that last entry and called it scars was bc josh found out i cut myself and he told me to stop. so i will. he got me to quit smokin cigarretes. i guess i cud do this too. yea i can. josh makes me feel so great. like i can do anything. i havent seen him in 4 days bc we had a vacation for easter. and today he felt sick so he got checked out. i missed wakling with him. well i hope he feels better tomorrow and i love him and i hope he knows that. well i thats all for now.. skittles is out... ps..thanks for the coments its about time someone said something i was beginning to think no body read this thing.