sitD sucks! it really sucks, man. im sick of this damn thing. it never works right and i would go to another online diary thing if i felt like redoing all this crap. ive been on this site for over a year and there is no use in starting over....i fear change. blah! anyways, tomorrow is going to suck. and so will tuesday, and probably thursday. FCAT sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks big monkey anus! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! *screams on the inside* wow dont i feel so much better now?...NO. im so gotdang bored. mom's making a cherry pie. i love cherries. they're the best ever. blahdy blahdy blahdy blah! oh the anxiety! i feel like going insane WHOOOOO.... im fine, really, no i dont need drugs, no i dont want your help and no no not the straight jacket.... wow i dont know what that was. i just feel like saying very random things today, im in a random mood i guess. i just completely lost my thought..........oh yea, if jesse asks me out, and then i go out with him, and we are going out and all, and then he dumps me...if the feeling isnt mutual. im going to be a lesbian. maybe not permenatly but yea if things with jesse dont go well ive decided i'll try a different method of going about this relationship bit. ooh yummy she's making cherry hot pocket...whoohoo. well i suppose im done. cant wait to type in tomorrow's drama.