ok um that last entry was...the last time i checked...a private entry. i dont know how it got um, unprivate but somehow it did. thats um, interesting. but i do appreciate the comment even tho i didnt really want that to be read. hmm. neways... my christmas was, er, ok. hardly noticed it was here at all. i wouldnt have known if I hadn't of seen the wal mart parking lot completely empty. which is something ppl should photograph and put in a time capsal or something. i got a few useless presents, mostly. (except for this cool watch) i guess christmas doenst mean that much when you get older. i used to be excited about this holiday but this year, and last year really, i almost forgot about it. the only reason i like this time of year is because its cold. other than that the holiday is over and this break from school is half over (yay!) and i got lectured on the way i dress by my grandmother which is my mom's fault because she is the one who told me i should wear my wierd clothes to georgia to visit my dad. she did not like it at all. but i dont care she can't change what i do she doesnt even live in the same state. we didnt have a christmas tree this year, again, and there were no raped presents under the tree, like it matters, and the one bad thing about this holiday and this year, is that my best friend is having a rotten one. but i intend to fix that. if i can. which i will try but i hope it doenst make anything worse....i've been known to do that.