zach is so getting on my nerves. i going to ask him tomorrow to tell me striaght up wheither he likes me or not bc im gettin very tired of playing this guessing game with him. one minute i think he does and the next i change my mind. rikki came in class today for some odd reason and he was all over her. perhaps it was because im am still sick and didnt feel like talking to anyone really and well why shud i talk to him itsnot as if anything will come of it. ugh i cant stand it. i know he doenst like me but i want to hear him say it to me. so i will ask him to confirm it tomorrow. so i can move on and just forget it. its not even worth trying anymore. its pathetic. i hate people.they are all selfish and undeserving icky creatures and i am ashamed to be one of them. praise death for its salvitude.