i watched the terminal this morning...it was alright. then i watched envy, pretty stupid my mom got it she always gets weird movies. now im watching the chronicles of riddick for the second time ...its really good. and later on im going to watch species 3. yesterday at school in 2nd period we had this breakfast thingy bc we won this book flood thingy and i was sitting with miguel, mike, jeremy, and josh. and we all got coffee. but me and miguel had alot more than them bc we put alot and i mean alot of sugar in ours. i had about 4 cups, in cluding other ppl's that i drank. plus i had been eating candy canes all morning. so i was sooo soo soo hyper i havent been that hyper in forever. it was so great. then in 3rd mrs mills wasnt there and if that wasnt the shit we watched the nightmare before christmas. but then in 4th we had to clean and that wasnt so great. there were a lot of ppl not at school so it was pretty empty in the lunch room. but it doesnt matter bc the only person i really see at lunch is jesse. its been a year since the first time josh left me. i keep thinking he will come back again. he did all those other times. two days after we got back from break is when he left. i talked to micheal about it last night, he told me about jesse's last gf. jesse is the jealous type. but i already knew that. im gettin kind of tired of discussing the whole matt situation. it seems like everyone in school is talking about it. but its not over yet so id better just suck it up.