oh bloody hell, im so nervous. i dont wanna fail this driving test again. if i fail twice i'll feel so horrible. *breathe* i can do this. i think. i hope. grr. im so sick of my mother. i'm tired of being around her all the time, and i'm sick of being in this damned house. which is why i cant wait to leave it thursday. woo for about 7 days i'll be mom free.... but its not like going to see my other relatives is any more fun. i'll go hang out with stevie, i guess. i'm sure we can find something to do. the town isnt that small.