well, another day in paradise. in my dreams... mom's gone now. she went to, oh where....where is my mother oh yes, she's on her way to disney land while i am , where....here at home. doing what you might be asking....ha, absolutely nothing. at the moment anyways. of course she has left me with a list of 'things to do'. love that woman oh yes. but at least she isnt here to bark them at me anymore. for a little bit at least. this is spring break right? i keep forgetting. matt and my lovely friends went pick him up yesterday and they are all in orlando as well having a marvalous time...with-out-me. im not mad about jake anymore. i'll leave that to later. much. right now i want someone to come rescue me. i'm afraid this house might eat me. yes, eat me. no, not literally, but it might as well. no one would notice. since NO ONE IS HERE!! dont get me wrong, i like having the house to myself. but not when i KNOW that other people are having that little thing we like to call FUN. ha funny, the first two letters in fun is F.U. fascinating. not really. more like, they have fun while i get screwed sideways. speaking of which, i miss my boyfriend. and it's not damn fair that i cant see him. he was suposed to get a car yesterday, and he's going to get his liscence supposedly tuesday. i dont think i want him to meet my mom. besides, god forbid if she asks how old he is. she hasn't yet. assuming he is probably 17 since he is in 11th grade. mom wants me to go put a letter in the mail along with clean the house. so after i get through writing this, i will start with the dishes. then move to the floors, then when it gets darker i'll put some clothes on....no im not naked i meant besides my pajamas...and go daring down the 1/4 of a mile dirt road to take an adventerous five minute trip to check the mail! oh the excitement. i guess it's not that bad. the week hasnt even started yet. i dont think we're going that concert. yippy. (not)....bugger. could this possibly get worse....heaven forbid i should ask, i'll just have to wait and see. mom even told me to mow the grass if i got bored enough. i laughed. it's times like that when i wish i had a brother. but i have her truck, and ha...the keys...it might be illegal but i've done it before. just my luck something would go wrong. no i cant risk it. arggh. bugger it. the dishes await.