well i have to wait until 3 to take my mom into town, drop her off at work, go to work source...fill out applications...as if i couldnt do that without their help..but mom wants me to go. and then i have to go pick her up..and then guess where we're going... well you cant so i'll tell you...wal mart. oh what fun. well i have to get some starch spray for the stencil i made. wooness. when school starts i'll have homemade evanescence shirts. mm cheese-its... i'm so bored. i wish i could go hang out with daryl today. but i cant...bc i'm broke. bugger. oh well....i have to go back to georgia soon. i need to get that book. that stupid book that i will have like four weeks to read. and it's big. i've seen a copy of it. it's huge. it's going to take me forever. and then i have to write another stupid essay. i really hate essays they blow. hmm...maybe i'll take some pictures while i'm waiting. ....just maybe. it feels like i'm losing again, when i've lost everything. i'm sure i will see more clearly. lose what i'm feeling to them and not feel anything, i'm sure i will bleed sensirly tonight. so you make the simplest mistake. so you make, the simplest mistake and fearlessly you deny, your involvment and my demise. but give me your open hand. i love that song. yeah...its great. ok i'm bored with this. i'm going to go look for something shiny. cheers.