Through these streets of hunger Down empty avenues of want Bleeding out forgiveness Cursing impurities Tears make your face shine This darkness lurkes Stabbing memories turn to ruin Leaving behind love laced guilt For passing by the open doors Underneath the glass roof Dead letters threaten scars Enduring the rain Just for one more day When it's over Doesn't everything seem brighter Crimson is the tide Perfect is the way you look at me I can see the misery in your eyes Is it me that you feel sorry for I've fallen into this hole in your heart This sickness is far past reason Hold onto your wounds a little tighter They'll keep growing if you let me If you're lost then you found me Come inside and close the door behind you -------------------------------------------- what if i dont wake up can you hate me if i'm dead wouldnt things be easier that way feeling so alone with all these people staring they know i hate the way he looks at me i hate the way they stare there's nothing worse than wanting to cry when the tears won't come breathing in vain can't i just say goodnight forever this abandonment is worth dying for please don't wake me up this time feeding me lies and watching me swallow without question shallow hearts follow in pity tell me we're dreaming and this will all be over soon it's far from over but through it all you're the only one who knows i'm not sleeping this time -------------------------------------------- Yesterday i loved you Yesterday i cared Now you're just a memory That comes to haunt me I don't need you anymore You don't have to tell me That you don't love me I don't have to hear it again Quiet nights inside an empty room She's not coming back The girl you knew is lost forever Cry until we bleed You keep me alive and i love you for it Leaving you behind is what makes me stay What is this new pain The words cut so deep Just because you're not around These days have gone by like razors Feeling forsaken Destroy yourself and take me with you Deprivation seeping You're still bleeding And you're the only one Who hears me screaming