i have a boyfriend now...arent i a special one. yes...i am...i think so, mike is a great guy. and a pretty good kisser...just ask paul he'll tell you the same. yes...wasnt that nice. i am so damned tired. i just cant get this tiredness to go away. i need some sleeping pills and just take three or four days to dedicate to sleep and sleep alone. i feel like i've fallen behind...i didnt want to finish my homework..and didnt..i didnt do the dishes..and usually i do those right after my homework but i just did some of it and got in the pool..now i'm so tired my eyes are hurting just to sit here. but, there's no way i could fall asleep right now. i could try..but it wouldnt work. i wont be able to fall asleep until around 11 tonight or something. sometimes i wish i was an insomniac..and not get tired because of the lack of sleep...so i wouldnt have to worry about it. that'd be awesome i think to just not sleep at night...just stay awake the whole time and then eventually get ready for school. i want some cherries dammit. NOW! someone give me cherries...ok i know...i'm demanding..for no reason because i wont get any cherries unless i get off my lazy ass and go buy them myself. whatever.... i have a test tomorrow..in first...and it should be easy...i feel like i cant keep up wiht my classes...because i'm just so damned tired. i wish this would go away. bugger i need a nap.