today was positively horrid. first i took mom to work...then as it turns out...work source has only jobs for the over 18...as i suspected. so i went to the insurance place and gave them my report card...discount... then went to publix. i was thinking about putting in an application bc i heard you can get insurance there. so i went and i was just going to look around and see if i liked the enviroment. and guess who i see. yep, kyle wright. of all people. who works there by the way. so i talked to him for a minute or two..then decided to go get my mom. then we went to walmart....after i took her to windixie and she got some alcohol. so tomorrow, at like four o clock or so. i'm going to pick up melissa...we're going to do something...not sure what yet...then go see the fantastic 4 at six. then she's coming to spend the night. wee. she hasnt been to my house in forever. i mean its been a long time. maybe even a year. i'm sure of it. wow..ok anyways, that's about all that happened today. yeah i know..not much. stupid batteries wont work. i just put them in last night. new ones...brand spankin new. cheap dollar store crap. i talked to daryl this morning. that was great. what was wierd is that jesse was there. it was so wierd. he was right there...in the same house with my ex boyfriend. sitting right beside him at one point. man i tell ya....for a while there it's felt like he wasnt even alive anymore. like he just disappeared and i was starting to forget his face. but then...today...he asked how i was. *smiles girlishly* how sweet. he is really nice. you know i've been thinking. i dont think josh will want me back. i kept it as a possiblity...but i dont think he will. i mean there's still a small chance i could be wrong...and if he did we all know what i'll do. but what about jesse. now i'm not saying jesse would want me back either. becuase i have no idea...but like the other thing...there's some small chance. i wont rule them out as possibilities. well there's a really bad storm coming. have you heard?? i hope we dont get bad weather off of it. you could tell today that the weather was bad. it was so cool. all dark and cloudy...windy...humid. all signs of a big storm on it's way. it's supposed to go through the panhandle and alabama. hmm..i wonder if eddie will be effected. i'm sure he will it goes right over the whole state... i'm sure he'll be ok. man am i tired. well not really...but i feel like i've done a million things today. grr...my knees are starting to cramp. there is no one on. i'm so bored. if i had nothing to do today..i would have told daryl to come and get me. i know somehow they could have managed that. gee...that would have been great. well...maybe. ok well. i think i'll go...read or something. this is insanely uninteresting.