well yesterday after school, i went home and washed some clothes...cleaned out my car...boring stuff. started getting ready for homecoming. miriah and rick were at mike's house all day, and i went to pick them up..or well i went over there at 8..i think. we hung out for a bit, mike and i talked. sort of... we went to the dance and found a few people who said they werent going to go..(max and rikki). then i saw a lot of people i knew...kady came and i saw davy and we just hung out running around and stuff having fun. mike got me this rose corsage..it was so beautiful, it had real roses and a black ribbon. but...it broke. so i didnt get to wear it to the dance..but i still kept it. and i'll probably keep it forever. then it was eleven thirty before we even realized it and i had to leave. so i went to say goodbye to everyone and i took them all to rick's house. then on the way home i smoked 4 cigarettes.... i hate family...that came out of no where..because what my mom just said to me did too. my grandmother is in the hospital..so my mom wants me to go visit her today..and my gma thinks i'm too quite and something is wrong with me. fuck her. i am 17 i'm not fucking interested in sharing my life with all these people in my family. i'm not even interested in seeing them...i dont want to tell you about my life..i dont even tell my mom unless i know she'll keep prying until i do. and there is a lot that i dont tell her. and i'm not. ever. what makes her think i'm going to tell her mother anything. my dad's mum did the same damn thing to me. i hate it...and i hate me.