issues, they just keep on coming dont they. it seems to me that i am the only one who hasnt been completely confused about eddie. i liked him and i wasnt going back and forth between him and another guy, or talking about billions of guys that i like or anything. i liked him and that was it. its just too bad that it didnt work. i've made mistakes and it just messed up everything. i tend to do that sometimes. eddie is a great person and girls tell him that alot. i just wish that he could find someone to show him that. i know i couldnt. but i hope he never forgets about me. eddie is a big part of my life and no one knows me like he does and i wish he could always be there when i needed him. but i dont think i want to bother him with my problems, when he has so many of his own as it is. there will always be a part of me that loves him. and i wish i could tell him that. but i guess he's like other guys in my life, ill just have to move on from them because they've moved on from me.