well its friday and 11:40 in the morning but im not in school because 1) my mom wouldnt let me go and 2) i went to bed yesterday at about 4:30 after calling my relatives to inform them i wasn't going to georgia this weekend after all because i feel that i should rest. then i stayed in bed all day long until about 7 something this morning so i haven't had a shower and im wearing what i was wearing yesterday at school. i slept for almost twelve hours in a skirt and my make up all over my face (quite attractive) and my hair is all messed up, and im just sitting here watching tv enjoying my day off actually. i usually hate missing school, and right about now some of my friends are in lunch wondering why i'm not there. well i can say i stayed at home watched tv and ate oreos. but i figured if i got lots of rest i could kick this stupid annoying peice of crap cold in the arse. hopefully, because it really really sucks. i can't really talk that much, and my nose is all stuffy which makes it even harder to talk and be heard, and my throat, of course, still hurts a little, but its gettin a bit better, and the worst part of being sick of all those things is that i can't sing. well, technically i can't sing that well anyways, but i like singing and when im sick and it messes up my voice, i really can't sing and its very very annoying. i only had three hours of sleep wednesday night becuase somehow my cold medicine was keeping me awake at night and making me very sleepy during the day. strange, i thought cold medicine was supposed to help you sleep at night and maybe not give you energy, but make you feel at least a little better during the day. even though i had to wash nasty dishes this morning, i have done absolutely nothing while going through rolls, (and i stress that s in rolls) of tissue which is also quite annoying because now my nose is all red and irritated (which adds to the list of complaints i have), and i intend to do nothing still for this entire weekend if i can help it. i think its my allergies that are really messing with me instead of an actual cold because i didnt get sick until last saturday when i didnt go anywhere...at all...and it was after being outside doing yardwork with my mom. so maybe i can get over it soon. its been a week now, it needs to go away. jesse and i arent officially together, but you can tell that he wants us to be. its kind of funny acutally. if i felt better this week i would have done something but i really didnt feel very, eh, um whatever the word is i can't think of that is when you feel like doing something out of the ordinary that might be surprising to someone who wasn't expecting it. i hate it when i can't think of the right word. and it always comes hours later. when it's too late. next week though will be different, hopefully, well acutally whenever my body decides to let me not be sick and feel better like i usually do, in a healthy sense not any other way, then i can do something. other than that stuff, things seem to be going pretty good. and as soon as im not sick anymore, im sure they will be going better. of course i will probably be bored out of my mind this weekend, doing nothing and all, but if it helps me get better i guess it's worth it. i'll just watch comedy central and eat soup for the next two days and maybe go rent some movies when my mom takes me to walmart this afternoon, a place i hate but when you need things, and you have money to get them, it calls to you. evil place. ugh i just remember that i missed a quiz in mrs mill's class that i will have to stay after school to make up. dammit. and oh yea i have to re write the tempest for mr walker because that's what i was going to do today. and today is the first day all year that i have missed school. im impressed because this time last year i had missed like 15 days or so already. hmm, well, before i get reminded of anything else useless to blab about i'll end this entry until tomorrow and go play my piano wishing it sounded better and trying to learn my immortal. adios mi amo.