argghh fridays are so effin blah man. well today was jose' last day of school before he moves back to connecticut. connecticut!!! i wont ever see him again. dammit, man. it rained today..yea it was soooo awesome. i got all wet going to 4th period. eh yea that kinda sounded a little strange...i got rained on going to 4th period. yea thats a little better. we had a vollyball game today and instead of going i went to mrs neiman's class with jesse and mike and miguel, max, kyle, kyle, kevin, sean, gene, louis, and some other people i dont remember who else but yea it was lots of fun they hooked up x-boxes and played video games and we hung out and stuff it was awesome. kyle bought me a whole bag of candy today. cory was selling candy at their table and i went over to see if i cud get ONE peice and he goes ill buy the whole fekin bag for you, and i was like u wud do that for me and he said yea i wud do anything for you. so i got 15 fuckurican dollars of candy! how crazy is he!! then he went thru this whole thing after we were walking from lunch about how i was the only girl for him and how he came to school just to see me, and that he would buy me the whole world and go anywhere and do anything for me. i feel bad about it tho. bc i dont like him. its like nothing, nothing is there between us. and that is really bad bc i feel like im abusing him or something. but its been going on like that for two and a half years now so its not like its anything new. but i didnt even know what to say i was just like, you are crazy dude. its crazy man! i came back to 5th period and i was talking to brandon and daryl about it and they were laughin about it bc i told them what he had said and stuff and i was like i feel bad bc i dont like him. but i do man. and then austin called me a golddigger. which i found sort of funny bc in a way i guess i am. but its not like i feel no remorse for it i mean its not like it was my idea to makehim buy me a whole freekin bag of candy. i mean geez. well ima miss jose. i hadnt seen him since wednesday or tuesday and i didnt know he was really leaving today until well, today. and i saw him during the game and i was like oh ima miss you! and i hugged him and stuff. his parents cud have stayed for one more week i mean come on, there is only one more week before christmas break. but no they have to leave...today! ah well i guess shit happens, man.