there is only me

Listening to: NIN- closer
Feeling: defeated
well my mom came home sunday night...i thought she was going to call me to come pick her up in town but instead...heh..she went home...well i was at mike's. i dont know why i didnt go home earlier...i knew i should have but i didnt fucking want to. so she called mike's and told me to get my shit and come home...yelled at me...almost sent me to georgia...called my grandmother and dad...bitched at them..my dad talked to me like i was stupid...practically told me that i was... i have to ride the bus for the rest of the week....my mom knows i was at mike's friday night....she didnt like that...i wonder how she would know something like that..hm..i fucking wonder...*coughbitchcough* mike called me yesterday while i was at work with my mom..i told him what was going on ...my mom almost called his parents but i dont think she has yet. i'm pretty sure i wont be at mike's birthday party saturday...but i'm hoping she'll change her mind..i never really stay in trouble for long. i mean it's not like i do this kind of stuff all the time...my mom wants to be really mad but she cant. she thinks i'm not old enough to spend the night at his house...she's so full of bullshit..like some people i know... well today im going to get a prom dress..and guess what it's me and mike's six months....our relationship is great...sunday we spent hours just talking about our lives and stuff we've been through..he told me things that no one else knows and i feel really special that he can do that. we even talked about what we like and dont like in each other. and it would have kept going if my mom hadnt of called. i didnt even miss her...she was gone for 7 days and i didnt miss her at all..i wanted her to be gone forever...that sounds bad but i'm sorry...our relationship isnt that great. anyways..i have to go get dressed and stuff so um...cheers...
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Hey, man I just pressed the random button and it sent me to your diary so I guess that's a sign that I should comment. So I'm gonna, even though I should anyway because you're my friend and I love you. I'm sorry your mum went all crazy-like and that you had to ride the bus. I hope you get to go to the party... 'cause everyone will miss you if you don't and we'll all be crying and yelling "WHERE'S SYLVIA!!!" and we'll fall on the ground and twitch
'cause we'll all miss you so much... 'cause you're so awesome. So if you can't go you can just tell your mum that I cried and it's all her fault for keeping you away. And if she says you can't go tell her I think she's a bilge swilling monkey humping something or other. But if you can... then I'll do the happy dance 'cause I like seeing you. I love you muchly!