well, i actually did something this weekend instead of hanging out at my grandmother's house watching tv the whole time....that never really happens..but thats what i mostly do when i go visiting to georgia. yesterday i went fishing....stop laughing yes, i went fishing, i cant bait my own hook, but i can take a fish off of it...worms are really wierd when you try and stick them on a hook. they get all squishy and their guts squirt out...its icky. uh.i dont mean to sound like such a girl but, hey i cant help it. its gross. so my dad and i were fishing for the whole day. we were both exauhsted. even though we didnt catch anything...except in my grandpa's pond...which is kinda like cheating to me....but anyways. it was ok. i got my mom some things for mothers day...how nice of me. i got sunburned on one side of my face....(i was wearing a hat...) and in a few spots...(yes spots..single small spots) on my legs, and the back of my neck, which hurts like a biznitch. im insanely tired. i hope i can stay awake tomorrow. im thinking about not going to school....stay home to wash some clothes..yes maybe thats what i should do. that's what he does to me....why not. eh, no , i probly wont. im such a wuss sometimes. speaking of jesse....eh, that brings up another problem. (there is always a problem) but i dont wanna get into that one right now. i would like to talk about one im having at this very exact moment. my mother's ex husband is here. yes, my ex-step-dad. who i never really liked that much...he's ok...he isnt mean to me...but still. i dun like im. he stayed the weekend with my mum while i went ot visit my dad. hmmp... i guess she needed the help...but when i come home and she went to the beach with him...and gets back and walks around the house in nothing but her underwear....while he is still here!...is a little wierd. they're sleeping in the same bed....its bothering me. i hope he leaves tomorrow. i just cant see him without remembering all the shit that went on in this house between those two. all the nights i had to sit in my room and hear it. not good times. times i'd like to forget. but if he keeps coming around...which he hasnt been here in a long long time....grr. mom wanted him to do yard work for him....so she says...i havnet seen any yet....but maybe im just not looking. im so tired...i cant type anymore. i think i might go to bed. i hope i can get up in the morning. i'll talk about my jesse problem tomorrow. if im not still tired. it just takes so much effort to do this stuff...ya know?