im am in a very good mood today. i was happy (even tho jesse wasnt at school and i wanted to ask him a questions because im going on this field trip tomorrow and i wont see him again until monday) so it was a good day. yes katrina i do feel comfortable talking to you, even though the wierd thing is usually its through comments, and the ones you leave me i usually dont get until the next day...after school....when its too late to know if you had cheerios or not.and those three you left me werent annoying, actually its the reason i was in such a good mood today, because after i read all that i figured out that i have no reason to be sad becuase you know shit happens and well there's nothing i can do about it, so yea. thanks.. but cereal is my favorite food. and i like coffee... in fact im drinking it now. mainly because there is nothing else to drink in the house right now except for water.....but i still love my coffee. ah there's a feild trip tomorrow and i sorta dont want to go, but everyone was like yes you have to go so i paid for it, or my mom did, mostly in change by the way, which now mr walker thinks im poor, i know he does! neways, i hope its fun. i just dont like missing school like that, and just watch jesse will be there and i wont know if my question can be answered... my questions was if he really didnt know that i liked him or if he only said that to make me feel better. but i told mike about it and he said that im too nice to everyone, in other words, i act the same to him as i do to other guys, which is wrong because i only hugged other guys...i didnt hang out with them every chance i got, i skipped class for him, i walked out of class for him, i sit 2 inches away from him everyday at lunch, i dont like it when he misses school because i want to see him, and oh, darn, i thought he knew that meant i liked him. well next time ill just tell the poor mother fucker who i like dammit. ... um er, ok im gettin upset again, happy thoughts.....lets see.....hmm, none. well it doesnt matter i had a good day and thats the only important thing right now, tomorrow im sure will be just as good. well i suppose thats it. tootles!!