another victim

Listening to: 10 years
Feeling: placid
well after school today...we had fun with icky cheesecake..then i took mike's little brother home then we went to rick's house... yeah that was ok. wow...guess who i'm talking to...kyle. how ironic. i was talking to mike about him today. i would put some of this conversation in here..but last time i got into his business and told someone about it he jumped all over me so i'm not going to..it's quite interesting though.. this could not be any more full of shit...it must have taken him all this time since he called me to think of what to say to me... hopefully tomorrow i can spend the whole day with mike and whoever else i dont really care i just dont want to be at home. but ...great..i have to take my dog to the vet first...perfect...i'll make sure to do it early...fuck...this sucks...oh well nothing i can do..at least i dont have to clean the house or something.. this is making me really mad...i think i hate him...it's just in me and i cant let it go...i cant forget what he did and it's bullshit..i dont care how forgiving everyone else seems to want to be... xladyxofxshalottx: yeah i dont want to be a bitch to you kyle but this will haunt you for a long time... fucking dick....
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yeah, i talked to him too, and he said he was sorry, i'm not forgiving him, but there is this part of me that still cares what happens to him, and still wants to see him get clean, so i'm sucking it up and taking all his bullshit, but i know where you are coming from too, because there is that part of me that wants to go off and wack him in the balls with a wiffle ball bat.